Ice Pond by .monodrift on Flickr.
There was probably a better way to phrase that, Daniel Radcliffe.
the worst is having a dream where someone loves you and you can practically feel them touching you and it feels so real and then you wake up and it’s like the life is being sucked out of you and the happiness just drains out of your body and you feel empty again
I am too scared of getting lost, which is why I wish we had buses. because then it could take me into the city where there are more jobs. but my fear of that and of actually HAVING a job are pretty crippling. disabilities suck balls.
same with Luc, although I don’t think he gets it very well, because mine is more mental than physical. but he kinda puts up with. I wish there was a bus here :/
To me, mental is just as important as physical. Even without my physical disabilities, I think I’d still not be working right now due to my depression. Depression was the whole reason why I gave up - that breakdown I had last August. I couldn’t even bring myself to get out of bed after a while. The anxiety is hard to break, too, and I can totally get how going out and finding a job can be really hard on you. Buses are good, but then they restrict hours and then your job gets all pissy about it. Well, if you end up somewhere shitty, lol. I don’t even wish for buses here unless it went to one of the bigger towns because the town I live in right now is like a post stamp and you could probably drive through it without even realizing it!
i know it bugs Luc. but there isn’t much I can do about it. we live in a small town with few jobs, let alone ones I can walk to. And I have gotten used to not having a job, and it is going to be hard to change that because I hate big changes :/
Same here! I have really bad anxiety at this point even thinking about jobs. This town is also just a tourist town… it was absolutely dead in the winter and most places actually close until summer. Having only one car makes it that much worse. I could maybe find another law clerk job somewhere, but the long hours of sitting and waking up early with CFS (also staying for so long is very hard with CFS) and it’s all full time when I don’t think I can handle full time right now. Also, law clerks usually require a vehicle. If I look for other jobs, it mostly means I have to stand, and I cannot stand for more than 5 minutes without my back aching to no end. Eric is so overwhelmingly supportive of me and I don’t know where I’d be without him, to be honest. Our neighbour (and landlord) offered me some hours at the marina she owns that’s practically in our backyard, but I don’t know what type of work, how many hours, or even how to ask for that job. She’s so nice, but I also get worried about working for my landlord. Sometimes being too close to your landlord can be a bad thing. Eric offered to go to her for me, but doesn’t that look bad? Ugh.
So I didn’t tell you guys about this horrible conversation I heard while on our cruise.
I didn’t know that. Thank you! :)
This is my top ten list of celeb crushes:
think about what your dog would say to you if he knew how much you hated yourself
this just changed my life
Natalie Dormer though.
Let’s be honest, all the GoT ladies are hot.
And I love Natalie Dormer, but the whole lip thing she does when she smiles I’m not fond of
She does that in almost every picture and I don’t know why because she’s sO BEAUTIFUL
Like, she’s still up there in the whole celeb crush zone, but not so much in pictures… idk if that’s harsh or not. I just love her smile and not that pout thing… personal preference haha